Running out of patience – my fault

I’m trying hard not to be snappy, to say yes, to show excitement and agree with what is said.  I wish I had more patience, I wish I could pretend to be happy, and pretend to agree.  But I don’t always agree.

Sometimes the demands seem so irrational, it seems to be one thing after another.  I am sorry for saying no, I am sorry for showing my frustration, I am sorry I cringe when you make a suggestion.  “What now?” is so clear on my expression.  I get annoyed by these things.  I get annoyed having to do the same things over and over.  I get annoyed that you want me to do little things your capable of, especially when I am already busy doing a task you have asked me to.

I really do wish I had more patience…

It’s harder when it’s that time of the month.  I know it makes me moody, but believe it or not, I don’t know how to control it.  It’s a feeling I can’t get rid of.

Is there no way you can allow me to do that or just overlook it :S

————————————I’m sorry I am snappy and negative.  I know I can be hurtful at times.

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