I’m trying hard not to be snappy, to say yes, to show excitement and agree with what is said. I wish I had more patience, I wish I could pretend to be happy, and pretend to agree. But I don’t always agree.
Sometimes the demands seem so irrational, it seems to be one thing after another. I am sorry for saying no, I am sorry for showing my frustration, I am sorry I cringe when you make a suggestion. “What now?” is so clear on my expression. I get annoyed by these things. I get annoyed having to do the same things over and over. I get annoyed that you want me to do little things your capable of, especially when I am already busy doing a task you have asked me to.
I really do wish I had more patience…
It’s harder when it’s that time of the month. I know it makes me moody, but believe it or not, I don’t know how to control it. It’s a feeling I can’t get rid of.
Is there no way you can allow me to do that or just overlook it :S
————————————I’m sorry I am snappy and negative. I know I can be hurtful at times.